Questions?

I feel terrible.
My mind seems to be unravelling
I’m going hot and cold
I don’t know where I’m going now.
I see the future ahead but not what it actually contains.

Am I falling?
Am I flying?
Am I good?
Am I bad?
What am I?
I exist, in part.
Can anyone tell me?
Can anyone understand?
Hello?
Goodbye.

Why am I here?
Why am I?
Why me?
Why?

I’m strong, hush weakling.
I’m brave, silly coward.
I’m sure and secure, broken rocking thing.
I’m all here, some bits are over there.
I’m smart, stupid fool.
I’m sane, freaking psychopath.
I’m human. Ha.

What does this mean? I don’t know?